Upon waking I was thinking again of the (negative) influence of Professor Andrew Gumley in the field of psychosis, his Attachment Theory and Risk of Relapse dogmas which in my opinion and experience keeps in place the blaming of Mothers for mental illness and scaremongers people into staying in the system when they could be breaking free, enjoying life to the full. It creates dependence rather than independence, and is egotistic although anyone who knows Gumley would likely say that he is a caring person. I've not found him to be so and have been at the receiving end of his displeasure. You might describe it as discipline from a father heart. I don't appreciate it as a strong Mother and Grandmother. He's not my Dad, neither is he my son. I deserve respect for the woman I am, his equal.
Attachment theory in mental health matters, in psychosis, is a reaction and response to biological psychiatry which I can understand but don't approve of, as a survivor Mother, having overcome psychiatric treatment on 3 separate occasions, following puerperal psychosis in 1978 and 1984, then menopausal psychosis in 2002. I did it for my family, my 3 sons, coming off the neurotoxins which had been forced into me as a voluntary mental patient. And I've supported my 3 sons when they experienced psychosis and had to take them into psychiatric wards because there were no other choices and they needed help. That was very tough as I knew what they would have to go through but I also knew that it had to be done. And so I advocated for them in and out of psychiatry, caring for them, leading by example.
|with my 3 Sons, Oct99 at my sister's wedding|
I've not been respected by Clinical Psychology in Scotland and this grates. I think it comes down to attachment theory dogma, a misrespresentation of family relationships and the experience of psychosis. Which leads to the marginalisation of mothers like me who are strong, capable, independent thinkers and have survived psychosis and psychiatric treatment. Maybe there's not many of us around who speak out but that doesn't mean we are "less than". I really don't appreciate Gumley and his patriarchal colleagues preferring mothers who cry on their shoulders and make them feel big. They need to start giving respect to strong Scottish Mothers who shoulder responsibilities, lead from the front and are good examples to their sons (and daughters) by living it, surviving psychosis and psychiatry.
I will continue to protest at my treatment by Clinical Psychology in Scotland. They are not helping the movement for positive change in Psychiatry and mental health care. Their egos are getting in the way and need brought down to size. Reductionism. Have these well paid academic DClinPsy men learnt their lesson yet? I don't know, they have gone in the huff.
|with Prof Gumley 4April17 after PhD mentoring meeting Edinburgh|